What exactly is the POINT of all this heartache?
Am I supposed to be learning something? Growing? Bettering my character?
Because I'm not growing. I feel like I'm shrinking in grief. And my character is the same old sub-standard character it's always been - selfish, impatient, unable to see the larger picture.
Is there a larger picture?
I'm ready to stop being sad over this. Any time would be fine.
tags: infertility